i feel im losing touch with all my friends. haiz. im so tired. i have no idea what am i doing.

today, im very disappointed with myself. i chicken-ed out. aiyah. im just too scared to do anything lah. im scared of falling of my bike. im scared of losing control. every time i get on my bike, images of how i would fall and hit my head would flash through my mind. i could see how i would break my bones and how i can never walk again. hai scary?

anyway thats not the point. today, hai. can't believe for a second time, i didn't do it. the last time, i promised myself, ok the next chance i get, i would go for it. i guess today when i went there, i see the rest of the people, having like groups of friends with them, supporting them. and i just felt... so discouraged. whats more, i saw a pretty ang mo girl over there too. aiyooooo win oraydae lah. how can i compete with that

like the guy over in the tamp trail said "ang mo jiu si ang mo"

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