didn't see a doctor today. i just thought of giving myself one chance to recover myself. now, i still kinda feel like shit. my flu is coming back. mayb tml i shall finally listen and go see a doc.

i was talking to dickson just now on msn. sharing how i feel that i can't trust anyone no more. for many years, i've really want a bestfriend. girl bestfriend i mean. a girl who do the things i do, thinks like me and all the other stuff. i've always ask god, am i abnormal? i think there's smth wrong with me when i realise im closer to guys only.

just when i thought i could share everything with someone, they have to brake my trust. acting all weird and all. i hate it. i hate when people hide things from me.

i have (god)brothers, since sec sch, some close some not. din, firdaus, some i know they're family. like ray. glad to know, now i got another bro to my own personal family, the retard dickson.



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! sorry dude, had to emphasis my point. (retard)

lastly, a blast from the past!

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