"today was one of my most emo days. i had to put on a mask (facade). i think the hardest thing to do is to pretend to be happy when actually im hurting so much inside.
i saw her today. and it made me think of you and of how i should leave. i love you so much that for your own good, i had to leave. saw this guy who looked so much like you. with his gf. back to her. cannot man. i really hate feeling jealous. it's history repeating itself. let me go.. "

i just wanna be alone tonight. walked back to school with kaixin. oh no, i meant walked to the bus stop to take the bus back to tp.
took a stroll in the park, crossed road without looking. i think i almost had an accident again. i wonder when will my luck run out man.

so much to do...

i need to fall out of love with you. i need to be stronger.. leave me and let me try

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