i've just type a wordy post on how pissed im feeling. how dissapointed. how angry i was just now. but decide not to post it as people will start questioning if it's who and who. see, thats another thing that adds on to my list of things i cannot do. these are things that stop me from being...free..happy go lucky..not worry about anything. i admire those people who can just relax with friends when going out.

i typed and delete..typed and delete.. so confused on what should i say. i feel i can't speak my mind anymore.

i just hope, the people around me, will stay. i don't ever want things to change. in the past, i've did things i shouldn't have and i almost lost my bestfriend. now things are really different and im really sad. regret actually.

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