it's 2.20 am. im reading a blog. it's just... if it was me, i really don't know what to do. i think i care too about my friends, even those whom i seldom talk to.

can you imagine, a girl who can cry like mad just by reading about other people's experience? what if it the same thing happen to me? actually im sure it will, everyone will die one day. but, at this age? i want my parents to see my kids. i think i will just break down and kill myself?

my mum said to me one day " i want to try to eat and live healthy to see you get married. " all i could do was to control my tears. i don't want her to see me cry.

death... ok nvm. i don't feel like blogging about this. i don't want anyone to see me in tears. goodnight.

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