woke up at 4 today. head down to school for the briefing.

tml is a busy day and im looking at bikes. shty. im damn scared, nervous. it's not even monday yet and im like that. how how. die lah. i need to do sooo much things. im scared

at 1st, my week planned out is only, F1. now??

i must be brave. oh yar.

i thank god for giving me the F1 job
i thank god for not going being able to go to melb with my aunty bcos of the F1
i thank god for giving me the morning shift for the f1 race (even though i tried like hell to get the afternoon shift)
i thank god.
If it's not for him, i wouldn't have this chance, this experience. And even if i fail, i will cry, but im glad my folks says it's ok.

im freaking scared ok. i feel so inferior as compared to others. how can i be choosen. me? me, geraldine.

all i can do is pray. and give it my best. im just afraid to let my folks down (just thinking of that can make my tears rolling)

i must be brave, i must.....

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